I sold the bike just two weeks after the funeral.
I couldn’t even wait a full month. It was too hard. That cold, empty frame sitting in the garage haunted me, stirring up memories. Every curve of that black Harley brought back Mia—the way she rested her chin on my back, laughed in my ear, and wrapped her arms around my waist like I was her anchor. She always wore that goofy pink helmet, scratched and battered, completely mismatched with our gear. Riding was our escape, our rebellion, our therapy, and our date night all rolled into one.
But after the accident—when a drunk driver ran a red light and took her from us—I never touched the bike again. Riding alone didn’t just hurt—it felt wrong. Dangerous, even. I had two kids who depended on me. I couldn’t risk losing myself too.
So I let it go. Told myself it was just a machine and that selling it was part of moving forward. That’s what people say, right? “You have to move on.”
But some lies get stuck in your throat.
I caught my son, Jace, once running his fingers along the bike before I sold it, whispering to it like it could hear him. My daughter, Lila, who’s thirteen but acts way older, stopped sketching for days after the bike was gone. They never said a word about it, but I knew—they saw it as more than metal. It was us, before everything shattered.
Then yesterday, they came bursting through the front door, shouting like the house was on fire.
“Dad! There’s a man riding your bike!”
“The black Harley—the one with the flames you painted!”
My heart pounding, I followed them outside. At the end of the block, a man in his forties rode slowly down the street like he had all the time in the world. The bike gleamed like new, the custom flames on the tank bright and alive.
It was mine.
“Looks like it’s in good hands,” I muttered more to myself than anyone else, then went back inside. But my stomach twisted. It wasn’t jealousy—it was grief with a fresh layer of regret.
The next morning, I was still thinking about it when I heard the engine’s low rumble.
I stepped outside.
There he was. The man from yesterday. Helmet off now, sandy hair streaked with gray, eyes creased by the sun, a warm smile that didn’t quite fit his tough leather jacket and fingerless gloves.
“Morning,” he said. “Can we talk for a minute?”
I hesitated but stepped off the porch.
“My name’s Rick,” he said, holding out a rough hand. I shook it.
“I’m Nate.”
“I know,” he smiled. “Your kids told me your story yesterday. Didn’t take long to connect the dots.”
I raised an eyebrow. “They talk to strangers now?”
He chuckled. “I was a stranger until I told them I had your bike. Then I was basically a hero.”
I looked at the Harley. “You keep it in good shape.”
“Wouldn’t dream of doing otherwise,” he said, pulling a folded flyer from his jacket.
It was for a biker’s club: The Iron Circle Riders.
Under the logo, it said: Weekend rides. No one rides alone.
“We meet every Sunday,” Rick explained. “Nothing wild. Just folks who’ve been through losses, divorce, PTSD—you name it. We ride together. Watch each other’s backs. It’s like therapy with chrome and throttle.”
I stared at the flyer. “What’s this got to do with me?”
He shrugged. “Your kids told me why you sold the bike. I get it. Lost my brother to a drunk driver five years ago. Thought I’d never ride again. Then I found this group.”
He looked at me seriously. “If you want your bike back, I’ll sell it to you at what I paid. No extra. But only if you come on one ride. Try it out. If you hate it, no pressure.”
I took a moment.
“You’d really give it back?” I asked.
“I want it to go to someone who gets it,” Rick said. “Besides, it still feels like your bike.”
I didn’t say yes right away—but I didn’t say no either.
That Sunday, I showed up at a gas station off Route 7, wearing my old boots and jacket, still smelling faintly of oil and leather. Rick was there, nodding at me with the same calm grin. Other riders arrived—men and women, young and old, some patched, some just tired road warriors. I expected noise and swagger, but it was quiet. Respectful. Like a church made of exhaust and asphalt.
We rode forty miles down winding backroads. I didn’t say much—the wind spoke for me.
At lunch, a woman named Tasha sat next to me and asked about Mia. I hadn’t spoken her name in weeks. I surprised myself by telling her everything—how we met, how she taught me to salsa, how she died in a flash and took a piece of me with her.
“You know what I think?” Tasha said, putting a hand on my arm. “If she saw you today, she’d be proud you’re riding again.”
I said nothing. But I didn’t disagree.
At the end of the ride, Rick handed me a key.
“It’s yours, if you want it,” he said.
I looked at the bike, then my hands—trembling, but not from fear. From something new. Hope.
“I want it,” I said.
That night, I pulled into the driveway. Jace and Lila were waiting on the porch like it was Christmas morning.
“You bought it back?” Lila breathed.
“I did,” I said, handing them each a helmet.
“Are we going for a ride?”
“Only if you promise to hold on tight,” I smiled.
We didn’t go far—just around the block—but their laughter, the wind on my face—it felt like breathing again after holding my breath for too long.
Mia was still gone. That hadn’t changed. But something in me had shifted. Grief was still there, but now it rode alongside something else—hope.
So yes, I sold the bike two weeks after the funeral. But maybe the real mistake wasn’t letting it go.
Maybe it was thinking I had to ride alone.
Would you take the bike back?
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